hi again

hahahah. it had been quite some time since i updated my blog. now i'm here again just to update a bit la. actually i got some things to write but then i'm just pure lazy to actually type the whole thing out. if there's something call copy from the papers to the internet, i would have blog more often. hahahaha.
so life had been stressful lately and i thunk i'm working harder by dat day just to keep my studies on the track. i hope i have the time to catch up with it but then the fact is that i've already lose out and now i'm just putting up a good fight to obtain a better result. at least not like now which i'm failing every subject i study. haih.. saddening right? but canot blame anyone because it's my fault for not paying full attention in my studies last year. now i'm just suffering from the after effect of it.
hmm. it was just 2 or 3 days ago when i read the papers about this 5 guys raping and sodomising this women. they used force to take control of her for about 5 hours if i'm not wrong. within that 5 hours, they raped and sodomised her. sometimes i wonder why is there such crazy people in this world. haih. but that's not really the point. the point i want to state is what happens after that which is brought to the court. from what i remember, the victim reported the case but couldn't give them the time ratio between what time to what time did the act took place.. as in the victim couldn't remember what time did the thing happen. each rape and each act they do on her. then the judge put the case as no background and the rapist only need to be responsible of 1 act which happens because the victim was able to tell the time. in my mind, i'm thinking how could justice be this way. as long as the victim can't tell the time means it didn't happen? what do you expect the victim to do? each time they touch her and rape her and sodomise her, she look at her watch and remember the time? it's quite senseless right? haih.... this world is like that. it's just so unfair in many ways.
well, i guess i'll blog again soon. hahhha. i know i very long only update my blog once but i can't help it. i just feel very lazy to blog. so sad right? haih.. i will try to write more often next time ok? hahaha. now time to go off.. tataz!

carnival in my school

hehehe. today is a special day for me because it's one great day and i'm really happy to be with my friend for this day. hehehe. you know who you are and i really had a great day with you. hehehe.
well, there was a carnival going on in my school this morning and i sort of did some voluntery work by offering my help to the PRS club in my school. hahahaha. it's actually quite boring to me because i have nothing to do at all. i only help put newspapers on the table during the beginning of the carnival. it's for the poster competition between schools. hahaha. actually i was wondering why do we need 7 classrooms when the people present can be fitted into 5 classroom. makin gus gt more work to do. hai.. then those newspapers started flying all around the place when the student on the fan. i was like so bz going into the classes and picking it up and putting it back but after i finish one class, the class next to mine needs some cleaning again. haiyayaya. anyway, later on, i just leave it to the students (so bad rite? they all primary students) to set it up them selfs. haha. then later on when the competition started, my service is no more required and i actually took the duty to go around the school taking photo's for the PRS ppl. not bad.. at least i did something useful. hahaha. then after i finish, i sat down there doing nothing but talking and walking all around the school, talking to jasmin n frens, and drink. hai... so cham rite? then i went out to get ice for the PRS ppl who say they have lack of ice. but anyway, the funny part started after everything over. hahahaha. really a joke especially when we have so much excess food and we started giving it out to everyone we can see. jasmin, pei yee, sherry, and li quin were the best girls to do the job. i helped but i failed them cuz ppl dunno y dun wanna take from me. all go to them n take. when i give they all say dun wan but when the girls give, they all take. so poor tin. hahaha. and they say girls are fighting for equal rights. how can they fight when they alr got more then us guys leh? hahahah
then after that it came to the washing of dishes part. the PRS teacher actually got ready some equipments for us to wash up. but then when we saw the soap, everyone started to laugh because he brought those soap powder which is used to wash clothes and floor. for dishes..... well, i think it's a little unsuitable because it's said to be poisonous. so must have detergent. but who cares ler.. in the end, this malay guy also use the soap powder to wash everything. and we end up playing around the R&R by washign the floor. me and jasmin was bombarding the contractor who build the R&R because he made the floow totally even and not tilt to a side. then make all the water stuck in the R&R. hahaha. anyway, we got over it that la.

then after the PRs thing, we decided to go out and have some fun in school uniform. i was like... errr... can i change? hahahah... but jasmin didn't allow me to because she say is a school uniform outing. what a joke. hehehe. so we went to 1U to watch 'batman begins'. to my surprise, sherry atually bought the FIRST ROW seat for the show. i was so surprise that she actualy bought it because if it was me, i would just say dun wan and choose another movie until i get a nicer seat. hmm.. the show was ok la. not too bad for batman because after all this while, i finally saw a batman that didn't really upset me. all the others was terrible and was a great upset. anyway, when we were in the cinema, shery actually just walk off like that without telling us where he went. i saw her went off but nvr see her come back for like an hour? then later on only she tell us she found a seat behind the cinema and went there n sat alone. haiyayaya. sherry sherry.. make ppl worry la u.. then after movie, we went back home and now i'm writting this. hahahaah. ok a i think that's all for my update. tata

why like this??

all of a sudden i feel like writing some stuff.... i dunno what i want to write but i'll just state something.. hehe.. anyway.. recently, i went out with my ns frens and we were talking something about the human mind.. hehe... well, here's a situation.. when a group of 40 ppl saw a girl get robbed, none of them helped her out but when 2 person saw that kind of situation, they'll most probably help the girl to safe her.. now why do this happen? according to a survey done, it is proven that when there's a bunch of ppl, all of them will have the thoughts of another person will help and i'm not needed there.. where as when there's only 2 person, both of them will have the thought that the girl need help.. now why do human think so?? i'm still wondering... i mean... when there's a whole bunch of ppl, wouldn't work be done in a more simple way?? why do ppl have the thought that "the other person will help and i'm not needed there?".. i'm also wondering why.. hehe..
then it seems that there's a lot of book for the psychiatrist are actually written by ppl from the mental hospital.. i mean it all started from the chamber itself. the founder of this field is actually a patient of the mental hospital in the past.. so i wonder can we actually trust psychiatrist cuz of this.. hahaha.. just joking actually... it's actually said to be like this la.. nothing much actually... hehe..
anyway, i now dun have much to say alr.. next time only write again la.. i think it will be soon.. cuz all of a sudden nowadays i feel like blogging.. haha...

so long no update alr

hehehe... it had been quite some time ever since i've updated my blog... hehehe.. anyway, many thing had happened and i think i feel like i've changed a lot... do you guys agree?? it seems that i've reallyput on some weight also... justin and lordson told me that they compared my pic last year and this year and they say there's a very noticable difference. it seems that i'm very fit and look very much better that time... haih... i'll try to get back like last time k? hehehe.... anyway, this week is exam week.. doin my mid year now.. it seems that i'm gonna fail everything but i've confident that i'll pass at least 3 i guess... that's what i hope la... so now trying my best to do so lo... studying at times but sometimes say study only but didn't do in the end wan.. haha.. i wonder izzit every1 also like me.. hmmmmm
well, i guess i've went out quite many times ever since i updated my blog.. haha... but not much to say about it la... just normal outing with some friends... so dat's all lo...
i got a bad news ler... i sent my hp for repair and now when i get it back, i only got a few number left... so cham rite? all my numbers erase alr... this time no backup... the last time i sent if for repair, i save all my numbers on my sim card and when i get it back, i have to delete all cuz got double. this time when i thought it will be just the same as last time, it turn out the other way.. haih.. now all my frens number gone... those close ones got la but those where i met in ns.... haih... no more miss call with them alr... so cham rite? i use to chat with them once in awhile still but now looks like really no contact alr lo... hmm.. dat's just life la... when you expect something to happen, it just works the opposite. anyway, hehe... i've been ok recently.... only stress for exams lo...
ok la.. i guess dat's all ler.. next time only write again la.. tata

outing

hehe.. well, i would like to say thanks to jasmin that had teman me da whole day for today. hehe.... it made me felt much better after everything that had happened. i'm realy greatful for having a fren like you beside me. really thanks a lot.. hehe... so i went to my school sports day today n i saw a whole bunch of my odl school mates. i was so surprised to see them there and especially wai kitt.. he say he's really enjoying the time he is having in school because he's doin an engineering course in monash which his class only contains of very few girls and almost all nerds. he said the life there is scary.. haha.. poor fell... i think i shouldn't do engineering and i'm happy that i've considered my decision on being a businessman in the future.. haha.. anyway, after about an hour of chatting, i went off to 1u. i think today is quite fun for me.. all thanks to my dear fren, jasmin. hehe... we did many things and also ate a lot. u wouldn't belief me when i say how much i and her had eaten. first we went to dave deli to eat our lunch. we ate and there's mushroom soup where jas intro to me and i find it nice. haha.. after that we went to secret recipy to eat cakes. hey jas... u so bad... order one cake alr then go n take mine... make me eat ur order... hehe.. anyway, then after that we went to play pool and fusball.. hehehe.. fusball... i can win wan u know! i'll make sure i practice more in d future.. and for pool.. haha.. fine lo.. u win alr.. this one i know i got not much talent.. u second time play also win me flat.. haih.. pai seah alr me.. hehe... then we went eat chilies and i saw a old friend, john chew... really long time never see him alr.. since form 4 i guess... he going aussie alr lo.... hehe... then we went movie and she actually didn't know that we are late for it.. i was wondering why she walk to the handphone shop at 5.30 when the show starts at 5.30... hmm... i wonder.. hahaha.. so we saw pacifier... quite a joke show but it's a good laugh. not bad u know.. quite funny.. hehe.. then later on we went walking around till almost 8 and then went home lo... i think it's quite a long outing.. thanks a lot jas.. i feel much better alr.. hehe...
now, exams... haih.. coming next month lo.... so poor thing.. i beta study hard cuz i must win my frens.. haha.. try my best la.. hehe..
ok la.. i think that's all i wanan write.. so c u guys next time la k? hehe.. tata

lalalala

hahaha.. i so long no update my blog alr.... hehe.. so now i also just wanan write short short only la... hmm.. tmr my class will be joining a sketch competition between the form 6 classes from my school... hmm.. i've been acting in award winning dramas and since i've won so many with so many of my team mates, i guess this won't be exceptional.. i'm sure we can win something out of this... we did some pratice with each other and i think we should know what to do alr.. we won't embarrace ourself la.. dat's for sure.... hehe.. anyway, so many things had happen recently and i feel that somethings aren't really going my way.. but nvm la.. i cannot really control my destiny.. i can only try and make it a better place... hehe.. just for u guys information, i most probably will be doin a sugery at the end of the year for my shoulder.... i dun wanna lose it as even when i'm typing now, i can feel some uncomfortable movement inside there... it might had gone worst from time to time.. so if got time come n visit me in the hospital woh (if i'm still around la.. hahaahah) next time only tell u guys where i'm goin la....
ok ler.. i guess dat's all i got to say alr.. i very lazy to blog nowadays... dat's y so long only update once.. haha..

CF camp!!!

I'm back from camp!! fuh! super cool and fun during that past 4 days... we did so much together and i really love the camp a lot... hehe.. the weather is so nice up there... cooling all day long... i really wanted to live up there 4eve la... hmm.. so let's talk bout the camp ler... i woke up at about 6 to get ready to go camp and reach school about 6.40 like dat.. we reach peacehaven at 9 something... my bus as the last to arrive cuz we stop in a petrol station to fill the tank..
we started off the day in peacehaven with worship... then we departed to our rooms.... then lunch and some games lo... we are devided into groups and i later only notice that i'm the assistant leader... i was the oldest there ler cuz others all from 1, 3 , 4 ,5. first when we sat at the group, we were like so wordless.. all quiet... i tried to make conversations and i think i did help a bit in strenghtening the bond.. dat was my games group.. we did things like sketch and the group banner together... then we also did treasure hunt and a cheer.. haha.. i used the ns one.. where another group also followed it.. and so the day begins... hehe.. my group's banner is kinda ugly la but the idea for it was ok i guess... we use all of our hand and leg prints to form the word 'terrace' (my groups name) but t din turn up the way i wanted it too cuz of some hard to write letters... we had fun la.. haha.. we get to paint each others leg and hands.. then we went around shaking ppls hands... hahaha.. lucky pn julie din shake mine.. hehe....
and that's just da start of the day la... quite fun .. then we got sessions where we are preached by a christian server, miss Annet... hehe.. she thought us some new lame stuff... haha.. but is funny if u know what it means.. hehe...
during the 5 sessions on this 4 days, we held many alter calls and i think many ppl got saved.. praise god for that.. then on the second night, all the form sixes (who is staying in the ame room and also all of us are security officers. hehe) in my dorm sat around yoon tim and started to tell him more bout christianity. though we din convert him but at least we kno that god has touch his heart a little... we spoke to him for such a long time (about 1 hour ++) and we are glad we did so la... hehe...
ok la.. i quite unorganize when writting my blog.. so anyway, i'll just write important facts... during camp, i know a many new frens.... and there's a few of them are quite pretty la.. hehe.. yes yes.. i know is a christian camp.. but nothign wrong with looking rite?? heehehe... i got to know this girl in form 5 this yr who i feel pretty but nvr notice her in school b4... weird rite?? hmmm then we tak a bit lo.. she's quite nice la.. hehe.. but cannot get close cuz i dunno y i got some phobia towards pretty girls wan... but if i can get close to her, i will change la... hehe...
and so..... i stick with my form 6 frens la.. we are always together and always sit together also.. only me who is bad who always abandon then during eating time cuz i wanna sit with another girl.. hehe.. sorry guys!
then we have these workshops where we suppose to learn stuff... there's these surprise workshop which is really a surprise to us cuz this workshop is allowing us to either play games in the hall up stairs or go back room an sleep... wah.. so fun compared to the others.. hehe..
ok la.. then in the camp we are suppose to be in charge of security.... i was one of them la... aside from security, we are also the cleanliness inspectors... hehe... since all these inspectors are from my room rite, how do u expect us to ever be not clean and not be the cleaness?? hehe.. but seriously, other rooms are really terrible la cuz they leave their uderwear everywhere and bedsheets are left flying all around.. sad la.. haih...
i share a bit of othe stuff also la.. hehe... there was 1 night where i was walking outside the carpark doin security and make sure every1 is back in their dorms.. then when i look up the girls dom, i saw this girl strip her top and then turn to the window to get her blouse wothout the curtains closed.. i was like... haih.. these girls dunno how to look after their imej and safety... anyway, i'm a good boy so i reported the incident to pn julie.. apart from dat, some girls also dunno how to wear their jeans nicely ler... all wear so low with a short blouse... when sit on da floor, can see their but alr.. as in really can see... haih... this 1 christopher reported to pn julie..
sometimes i wonder y girls wanna wear till so revealing ah?? i mean if with ur bf then ok la but u r in a religious camp u know... God's presents is in the hall... haih.. anyway, this camp had made me more christianised gua.. haha..
haih.. for da past few days, i've been sleepin at 12.30 and wake up at bout 5.30.. tiring la.. some more dat 4 days is not only eat and sleep... lots of activities and running to do.. for ur info, the place go 5 floors and our activity is always in the multipurpose floor or the foyer and my dorm is at the second lowest floor.. haih... so everytime also run up and down. i think i walk bout 10 km a day.. haha.....
i think i better stop alr la.. still got a lot to write but lazy alr.. cuz if wanna write really can be so long till u dun wanna read.. hehe... so i end here la..